Give Me Jesus
That statement might seem foreign to you, especially if you've been wounded by people in the church. For that I am so sorry for your experience.
As your friend, I want to give it to you straight: Don't make a decision about Jesus based on wounded people who have either misinterpreted Him or misapplied His ways.
When it's all stripped away and you just get JESUS in His purest sense (His words are written for all to read): I've found Him to be deeply loving and faithfully trustworthy for the last 33 years since I decided to follow.
I figured out at 17 years old that I am not a good god of my own life. With the best of intentions, I made decisions that hurt myself and others.
I found my best self when I chose to filter my view of myself and of my lifestory through Him, rather than filtering what I thought of Him based on my view of life. Did you get that? Read it one more time. When my view alone is my filter, things that are small seem very, very big, and unmanageable. Or I manage them dysfunctionally. When I look at life through the filter of the Author of life, my experience becomes peace-filled, even when it feels big and unmanageable.
He makes life make more sense.
He brings me indescribable peace and deep, deep JOY.
He helps me love people. REALLY love them. All people. Those like me, and those unlike me.
He makes me feel deeply loved.
He brings meaning to the sting and hurts of life.
He brought LIFE to my breath.
Stuff is just stuff that gets old or broken.
Give me Jesus.
TRACI :)